People think ADHD makes you averse to learning and while it is a learning disability, my hyperfixation is learning. Paradoxical? Yes. But like autism, where there is much overlap, it presents itself differently. In biological men and women and in every individual that has it. For the longest time I felt lazy, stupid and worthless. Like all the potential people saw in me I wasted. Cause I would always disappoint. Show up late. Miss deadlines.